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[Nov. 30th, 2009|02:42 pm] |
Its coming close.
Im beginning to freak out.
I put in my 2 weeks.
I cant wait, but am freaking out.
I am going to miss everyone.
ALOT.
Im starting all over again.
and that freaks me out.
Im sad, excited, and scared now.
Dec. 13th good bye. |
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[Oct. 5th, 2009|02:08 am] |
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I came out to my parents, and told them Im moving. It went shockingly well. |
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[Oct. 4th, 2009|01:21 pm] |
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Sunday is no longer my favorite day of the week. |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2009|09:25 am] |
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waking up this morning was hard, its been 5 days and I am already missing Lily. 13 more days. This is so hard. I just want to be able to tell her how much I love her in person, and be able to kiss her |
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[Sep. 29th, 2009|08:36 pm] |
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I keep falling in love over and over again with her. |
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[Sep. 21st, 2009|05:02 pm] |
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October, November, December, January I will be in NYC! Im applying at Marymount, Eugene Lang and does anyone know any other arts management majors at other schools? |
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[Jul. 28th, 2009|09:06 pm] |
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life is good. i came over to my parents house today chilled with my mama and dad. played with the puppies. played some beer pong with my bro. Now its time for dannys. i work a double tomm will i be regretting this. YES! Lily comes home tomm night also!!! I CANT WAIT <3 |
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[Jul. 11th, 2009|11:43 am] |
Im not sure what I feel right now. Its just not good. I dont know where I will be in 6 months.
Maybe still in Chicago, maybe not. I have been thinking about this for awhile |
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[May. 21st, 2009|07:18 pm] |
This last week has been annoying. I got demoted at work from the book keeper to fucking lead hostess. im sucha people person, and am the face of the restaurant.
Whatever, means working nights now too. annoying.
I am doing well other than hating my job now. Lilys mom and sister stayed at our house for her graduation last weekend, it was nice. Im very proud of my lover. I havent had anything too crazy happen. I am doing well. I redid my living room today it looks good. this is also the firdt time in 6 months i am off on a weekeday. crazy, right?! |
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[Apr. 7th, 2009|02:07 pm] |
I can never update because I dont have the internet at home, just at work, and i dont want anyone seeing my live journal here. haha.
Life is going really good. money is for once stable. Im not living paycheck to paycheck.
I'm actually in pain right now i am riding the crimson wave if ya know what i mean.
I have been trying to save money each week like $100 a week. just so I can have money in case i need a large sum. Lily and i are great, The other night we just spent the night in slept and then woke up to lay in bed eatting and talking, it was one of the best nights i had in awhile. I bought a few more sweet thigns for our apartment, this cool light and bookcase and tv stand, along with curtains. It looks really good. i cant wait for the summer for front porch bbqs!!!! |
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[Mar. 10th, 2009|04:50 pm] |
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im sitting at my desk at work crying right now. i am slo on my period. but am i the only one that doesnt like hearing of people the person i am in love with was with in the past or shall i say one person |
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[Mar. 3rd, 2009|02:17 pm] |
i dont have the internet at my apartment so i rarely go on to lj. bc i dont want anyone to see me at work haha.
life is good. im working everyday mon-fri, love life, love my job, love my lover and friends.
I am also really excited that its getting warmer this week and i want to wear my netted black tank dress i bought its so cute. i also cant wait for lily and i to have our st patricks day party and shopping and warm weather, and im secretly adopting a cat to surprise lily.
i bought 10 gold fish i names two one is ash wednsday and anotehr is goldie hawn they stand out.
I also want to go shopping, i will be getting extra money this week. but i want to take lily to coconut cove for our year this weekend. |
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[Feb. 4th, 2009|12:48 pm] |
i am about to freak out. My check from work is being held until Feb 10, why. i dont know.
Rent was due Monday, lily borrowed me money and now Im being held. I'm about to freak the fuck |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2009|07:51 pm] |
Lily and I on our last night at this apartment had dinner and wine with chef luciano.
my dream has finally come true. |
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[Jan. 14th, 2009|10:45 am] |
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Exciting, Lily and I are signing the lease for our very own apartment together. No more annoying boys to live with. Its off of 17th and racine. So excited! Its too cute too. |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2008|07:10 pm] |
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Happy Holidays!! Have a good and safe x-mas. |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2008|07:03 pm] |
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I fucking hate today. i get off work to deposit my check, there is a line so i deposit into the atm, and it only does 1/5 of it and I freak, so the other part will come in tomm. Im freaking out because i have a reserved flight and need to pay for it tonight, but luckily I called and its reserved til tomm at midnight. So I walk out onto Clinton and Randolph and a big mothafuckin truck comes shoveling and theres a pot hole and it splashes me like literally soaking wet, hair coat, jeans. i wanted to kill. Then I finally get on the green line and bus and get off at cermak and walk to currency exchange to buy a bus pass they close at 6:15 its 6:09, they ignore me at the door and turn their backs while im like hey excise me. I am pissed so I walk over to Babas and they are closed for rennovation, i walk back to state to jj fish and get food and walk home. I want to kill myself right now. |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2008|07:09 pm] |
2008 Flashback-whats good.
-I went back to school
-Met a woman that I am in love with after having no hope for love
-Lost weight
-Got a great job I love
-Moved in with Lily
-Had Justyna move back
-Met new friends
-Love my Best Friends
-Stopped using coke in the beginning of the year
-Cut down on Drinking and smoking
-my parents got 2 puppies
-I found who I am this year.
-Went to New York, Boston, Texas
What sucked
-My dog died before the puppies
-My sisters heart attacks
-Getting fucked over by some many jobs-which happened for a reason
-Lost an old best friend for reasons I don't know
-Few people in my family passed away but I didnt really know them that well. |
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[Dec. 21st, 2008|08:46 pm] |
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I love my job, and love everyone I work with but have been getting stressed lately. I am the manager of the office, aka financial/accountant of the restaurant province and its been making me stressed since im learning a new part of quickbooks i never used yet. Also stressed bec. Lily is in Boston and I am going crazy missing her. I'm excited to see my family Weds. Then I leave Tuesday Dec 30 in the am to Boston. I cant wait to see my woman. |
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[Dec. 17th, 2008|10:22 am] |
I just walked Lily to a cab, and am sad already. We got into a fight last night but our fights are always the same kind of thing. We don't fight often either. Last night was one of the best, and most passionate sex we have ever had. I also cut my finger really bad while I was chopping onions, I should have gone to the hospital, but I think itll be okay, it's only hanging off a little.
I dont want to go to work, but I know working the next 12 days will make everything faster, and I will have lots of money. I am leaving Dec 29/30 til Jan 2 to go to Boston and New York for NYE. Im excited but this will be a weird New years. Im actually excited for Christmas this year. I have to do all my X-mas shopping the day I get paid Dec 23. and book my flight then too. Well I am off to get ready for work. xoxo. |
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